Carole Williams (14 Dec 1968 - 16 Jul 2019)

Hello sweetheart, another year has gone without you although you’re still with us in spirit. Whenever I see a robin or butterfly it feels like you’re around us again, it always brings a smile to my face. Miss you still.🥰🥰🥰

Another year passed. Miss you like crazy. I like the signs that make me feel like you’re here with us all. Like your Bob Marley Sun is Shining song playing on the radio, I never hear it until it’s around your anniversary. I like chatting to the robins and trying to suss out if it’s you or dad. Hope he’s behaving up there! Mark used your cake recipe for my birthday the other day bless him. Was delicious 😊 send me another sign soon xxx

I am thinking of you at the moment. I just had a random wave of it after something so silly like the coffee machine you got years and years ago. I just got some new coffee pods and it reminded me of when you bought the hot chocolate pods and were just as excited about it and to make me one as I am now making my own. It’s always something so silly and small that reminds me of you and just wish more than anything you were here. I started my big girl job a few weeks ago and I was so so nervous for it because it meant that everything was getting serious. I feel better as the weeks have gone on because being around my training group made me realise that everyone is pretty unserious and normal which I like. One French girl is getting on my nerves tho. Shock. Although it’s really hard hearing people talk about their mums doing typical mum things, especially when they look at me to relate. The weather is getting warmer now and even the fans remind me of you because of how much you hated the heat. Having them out makes me feel like you’re still here sometimes, even the outdoor furniture cushions. I like to think ur only just downstairs or out shopping. Missing you comes in waves, some months I am fine and some I really do miss you. This be one of those months. I love you lots <3 hope ur floating around somewhere

Hello sweetheart, another year gone without you, it doesn’t get any better without you being here. Am going down to your Mums today for your birthday bash so we’ll make sure we toast you, even though mine will be with water. Happy Birthday at least you’ve got your Dad and now Mick to keep you company so you’ll be having a good laugh up there. Miss you loads, lots of love 🥰 🥰🥰🥰🥰

Happy heavenly 57th birthday big sis. Doesn’t get any easier without you here! I think sometimes I see you waving at your door, I like to think you’re there keeping your people in order. Ha ha. I know you are watching us all, I can feel it, and as dad is with you you’ll both be causing so much mischief up there. We have our annual birthday party for you today. Miss you xxxx Never ever forgotten xxx

Happy birthday Mum! I miss you so much. I always think about the things I wish you were here for. I’ve completed my A levels and even got a degree. I met a lot of friends in sixth form, I reckon you’d like them. They’ve got a good sense of humour, just like you. I went to uni and even lived on my own for 2 years. I tried living with people 1st year and they were too messy. I reckon you’d have a fit at the state of the kitchen. I know you would be so proud of me. I always wonder what it would be like if you were there to move me in to uni, I reckon you would’ve been a state that your daughter was all grown up getting ready to live on her own. I had auntie Vonnie and dad, that was more than enough. I got rid of that idiot in the mean time, I’m hoping that was a lesson you sent me and not just a waste of my time. Everyone hated him, including me in the end. I finished uni with a first degree honours!! I worked so hard for it, I can’t believe I actually managed it. I always thought of you during it. I hope grandad saw that I managed the first !! I got many a word of wisdom from him. I also met someone new, I wish grandad could’ve met him, he would’ve liked him I hope, but of course he would never be as “ ‘andom” as him. I’m currently searching for new jobs as much as I don’t want to move into the real world. But I suppose it has to be done. I could go on but I’d be here forever. I hate that you weren’t here for me growing into the person I am today but I hope that you’ve been here along the whole time. We all miss you so so much. Say hello to grandad mick for me and again happy birthday!!

Hello my darling , I am feeling very sad and wish you were here right now . I have been struggling with technology to find you on this page . So many things have happened but I see your “Markey” has kept you up to date with all the family ( and other things as well !!! 😆). He doesn’t change !! Hoping you and Dad are watching over us , I love and miss you every day ❤️. All my love Mum ❤️

6 years !!! The world is a different place without you and dad in it. Hopefully you’re watching but you’ll be so proud of Kyla and her degree and Christian has just got his first job. Miss you so very much xxxx

Hi sweetheart, another year gone by another year of missing you. Always thinking of you.
Lots of love Claire and Mick xxxx

Hello my lovely.

Hope you are ok? Give me a sign if you like? Just to let you know that we are all thinking of you, me probably more than most as I think about you most days. Kyla has done so well. She has got a first class honours in her studies, clearly has your brain for these things but couldn’t be any prouder. Her graduation is coming up soon on the 15th or 16th September, they haven’t decided yet but it should be really posh and full of pomp and ceremony. Not sure the A B of C will be there as he’s probably got caught fiddling with himself in a bush somewhere being as the church is going to hell in a handcart, but hey ho.

Christian is doing great too. When he’s not winning money gaming or selling his online content for lots of dollars he’s doing really well at school. His driving is coming along with his test due in October. Hopefully he will pass. If he doesn’t it’ll be another 10 years until he can get another one I reckon. He’s also got a job at McDonalds too, so he’s gonna be earning. His first job plus more discounts for me on his employee app.

Rebecca and Tom are all in their home now and both doing well at work as is Joseph. He’s got himself a girlfriend called Emma and she’s lovely.

I’m doing ok. Had an op the other day on my arse but I’m thinking that was something to do with you and your Dad having a laugh maybe? Me and Joanne are off on a cruise in a few weeks. Wish you were coming too albeit it would be a tight squeeze in the bed I reckon.

Anyway, I always repeat myself but I think about you everyday and miss you terribly. Am off to the Hospice for the first time since you left us, for a cup of tea later this morning. Join me if you can.

All my love, your Mark xxx

Happy heavenly 55th Birthday! (Still older than me regardless of which dimension we live in) 😜 have a jd and party hard with dad. Miss you xxxxx

Happy birthday sweetheart wherever you are we think of you all the time and miss you. Lots of love Claire and Mick xxxx

Hello lovely. Happy Anniversary. Thought about you lots today. I had an oil change on that lemon of a car I bought and there was a black Labrador puppy in the waiting room. Lovely friendly thing, and I remembered that you always wanted a chocolate one. I was tempted but not at the moment. Maybe when I’m a bit older and can’t bend down to pick up the muck. If anyone complains I’ll tell them I’m disabled, and when they walk off I’ll throw it at them and scarper! Christian is doing well at school. Got all his exams that he needed. He takes after you with his big brain and he’s really good at art albeit he is completely lacking in common sense. His room stinks but that’s normal. Kyla is doing very well. Took her back to Uni the week before last. Joseph’s looking for a new house. I think he’s trying to get away from his crackpot Mum - we all know her, who can blame him. Becky’s doing good at work and the house is coming on. I’m off to Turkey in October for yet another holiday but it beats working. Should be really hot so you’re not missing much cos you would have hated it. Off skiing with Christian in March, that’ll be good too👍. It’s a bit of a long shot but could you arrange for whoever is in charge up there to put a bullet in Putins head? Just a thought. Anyway, miss you loads and loads. Will think of you at least 100 times in the next month. All my love xxx

Miss you every day , take care of Dad ❤️

Sending you and your Dad all out love, miss you more each year that goes by. Xxx

Thinking of you today my lovely. You are always on my mind. Say hello to your Dad for me xxx

5 years ☹️ miss you so much xxx

Hello Carolee. I wrote on your Facebook page yesterday but thought I’d come here too. I’m not very good with technology as you know so have to wait for someone else to post so I get a link😁. Miss you so very very much. Had COVID again last month, you haven’t missed out in that respect, you went just in time - you would have hated it. Lucky you, if you know what I mean! Big news on the job front, I finally resigned. Yippppeeeee. Have applied for the pensions so our dream will finally come true at the end of February 👍. I’m rather hoping you knew all this already but just in case eh. Will miss you this Christmas but I’ll be thinking of you lots. All my love, speak soon xxx

Miss you, always thinking of you, lots of love Claire and Mick xxx

Have a JD up there today xxx
miss you so so so much xxx