Lillian Margaret Parrish (26 Sep 1922 - 23 Jul 2014)

Nanny lil I miss you so much yesterday was a very hard day nanny iris funeral I was so alone and again heartbroken.
I miss you nan more then words can say I hope your ok up there with grandad and everyone else we have lost so many people it hurts xx love you always and forever xxx

Happy new year nanny I miss you so much 2020 has been a horrible year and I'm not sure it will get any better this year at least I know your safe up there in grandads arms safe and warm,
I know I would rather you be here with me but this country has gone downhill so I'm not to sure you would like it.
I miss you so much June come up there to join you she's lovely nan give her a kiss and hug from me plz tell her I miss her.

Nan I'm missing you so much it hurts I wish I could talk to you one more time get your advice your hugs was the best I will never forget them I will never forget you ever you was my world you and Leo.
Memories from when I was a kid great I loved every single second with you the laughs stroking your hair that always used to feel like silk you tucking me up in bed of a night. Going down the blue sitting in star burger and you always had a cup of tea and a egg burger cut in quarters I miss them times if only we could go back I would tell you how much you ment to me.

Rest easy up there nan I love you more then anything

Nan I never knew how hard it would be to live without you until that dreaded day come 6 years ago now and it's so hard it don't feel like 6 years ago that you left to be with grandad but it is 6 years and 2 days and it hurts so much you was everything to me my best friend my nan mum everything in one person I have never had that since and never will I have that again nan I need you my life is horrible I hate living without you xx

Nan I'm missing you so much life isn't life without you it's just existence which isn't much at the minute.
I know you are where you want to be in grandads arms but I miss you you was my best friend my nan my everything the day you left my heart broke into two and hasn't been mended since I love and miss you nan so much I hope you know how much you ment to me

Nan I miss you so much its been 4 years now and when you were here everything was great and now everything has been messed up your son has disowned me I wish you and grandad were still here but it was your time to come Ive seen grandad but still waiting to see you I hope I see you soon nan you were everything to me 8 love you so much. Miss you more than words can say xxxxxxx

Nan I miss you so much half of me left the day you left I just wish you was still here I've got so much to tell you need your help with so many things it was always me and you you was the other half of me and now I'm lost and I can't get back I wish I could bring you back you are always in my heart not a day goes by that I don't think about you, you truly was an amazing woman my best friend my nan my everything I'm not the same as I used to be because your not here,
I love you nan always have and always will
Your loving granddaughter
Kay

Nan I miss you so much it hurts I hate being on this earth when you ain't here if your in heaven we must in be hell cause my heart is truly broken and it will never be fixed

Me again nan I miss you so much I really do it's selfish of me but I wish u was still here you was the only one who treated me like part of the family I have never needed anyone like I need you now nan I really do. I am so depressed so low I just need you love you nan and miss you more then anything

Nan I miss you so much life is horrible without you I really wish you was still here nothing the same no one gets along the family have fell apart.
I wish more then anything I had you by my side it was always me and you and I wish that is hoping still was miss you so much,
Love you always and forever nan

Nan I really wish you was here. You was the only one that ever helped or listened to me my mental health is a mess completely I have times I wish I was there with you but I know Leo needs me his my world I just want my life back to how it was I help everyone but no one helps me why. Nan i always learnt to be strong from you always and believe me I'm trying please just look over Leo for me love you nan always xxx

Hi nan its me again uncle Chris joined you all few ago his funeral was Monday ,
I miss you so much I want a nanny hug I can't believe I will never be able to get that no more.
I hope your keeping an eye on dad he don't stop working he don't rest his gonna make himself I'll give him a kick up the bum nan like you used too,

Miss you nan and love you so much xxx

Happy new year nan wish you was here so much I need my best friend back my nan my rock it still feels like yesterday when you left its so hard it's selfish of me to want to you back because your now with your 1 true love grandad but you was everything to me and you still are I just miss you so much miss seeing you talking to you on the phone I miss it all my heart is broken and can never be repaired.
People say it gets easier with time it's a lie cause it hasn't it's just got harder having to live without you.
I know your around me of a night I can smell your perfume I just wanna cuddle and to be told everything is going to be ok but I can't have that as your not here.
I am seeing someone on the 15th Jan 19 I hope you come through nan I love you more then words can say always and forever .
Your loving granddaughter kay

Nan where do I begin so much to say"
I miss you so much it hurts my heart is broken i try so hard to stay strong for everyone but then of a night I crumble,
I never ever thought you would leave I wished you would of stayed around forever but that was just me being greedy I suppose grandad was waiting for you it was your times know that but I also know the night I lost you I lost everything my heart broke into a million pieces and hasn't been the same again and then when I try to pick myself up Gaz is taken from us too that was hard I still haven't come to terms with that either he should still be here he had so much to live for.
Uncle ray crumbled that was hard to watch,
Please nan keep an eye on the family and make sure they are safe and well,
I love and miss you nan more then anyone will ever know you was my best friend

Everything seems to going against me at the minute I just don't know what to do I feel so low and down at the minute nan missing you like crazy I just need my nanny I love u nan and miss u more then words

Nan they say it gets easier with time I have never heard such ball.
My life is still the same as the day you left I still miss you like mad I still feel selfish and want you back today is 4 years since I said my last goodbye the day you was buried with the love of your life it's still as hard now as it was 4 years ago I miss you more then anyone knows I cry myself to sleep every night I still see you laying there surrounded by photos letters and teddies I still remember making sure your socks was on properly as I know u hate cold feet it's hard nan it really is I try so hard to be strong for everyone else when inside I'm dying inside I feel dead alone and missing my best friend I'm sorry I never told you how I thought when u was alive nan and I know now is to late as your not here but you really was my rock my best friend a mum a nan my world and the day you left half of me died with you.
I love you and miss you nan xxx

Where to start a Nani never thought I would hurt like this my heart is broken and won't ever mend you was and still are my best friend nan I miss you so much.
I no you are with grandad and your mum and dad and I know I'm being selfish but I want you back nan I never thought I could miss someone like this but I do and it's you we done so much together made so many memories had laughs cried together and loads more and I will never forgot any of them moments I promise you nan you will live on in me I love you more then live miss you nan until we meet again xxx

Nan I'm missing you so much I need you so badly I'm so down lately nan I just don't know what to do anymore.
You are always on my mind 24/7 the memories I have are the best ever our time together when I was growing up you was the best the best at everything making me smile laugh,
Life without u is horrible I know you waited years to be with grandad but I need you I need to hear your voice I need you to tell me everything will be ok,
I love and miss you so much nan I really do xxx

Nan life without you isn't life at all I just want my nan back I always wanna break down and cry but I've got to be strong it's breaking my heart I miss you so much I would give my life to have you back why did you have to go I need my best friend back I need you nan I know your with grandad and Gaz but I need you too I can't get used to you not being here,
We was always together when I was a kid I have so many memories of us but I want more then memories I need more I love and miss you nan so much

Nan I miss you so much Gary is with u now I hope he gave u a big kiss for me I miss u all so much me and Gary become really close and then that dreaded phone call happened all over again it hurts so much he died all alone it should never have been like that he should still be here but I know his safe in yours and grandads hands now even tho it hurts I know your all safe love u all and miss u all so much xxx until we meet again nan Gaz and grandad plz watch over the rest of the family and keep them safe xxx

Nan this time 3years ago I was sitting by your side holding your hand and saying my last goodbye to a woman that was not only my nan but my best friend it still feels like yesterday I miss you so much and it's so hard here without you I think about you every day all the memory's we had everything we done together and I miss that so much I wish I could bring you back my heart is still broken 3 years later it doesn't get any easier nan really it don't,
I have never felt so much heartbreak as I do now I miss my best friend my nan I love you so much nan as I always have and I always will nothing will ever change that,
Thinking of you now as always love you and miss you more then u will ever know xx

Nan I miss you so much the family really isn't the same without you I can't believe it's been nearly 3 years since you left and it still feels like yesterday,
You was the most amazing nan best friend anyone could ever ask for and I'm so grateful that you was my nan and I got to spend your life with you,
The last day I saw you was horrible but at the same time I knew you wanted/needed to be with grandad that day you took half of me with you I wish there was something I could have done to save you but there wasn't and for that I'm sorry nan I love and miss you so much ,
I feel your presence here sometimes of a night and it makes me believe your finally at peace and makes me happy but at the same time makes me upset 1 more hug or 1 more kiss,
Love you always nan until we meet again xx miss you

Nan I'm missing you like crazy I could really do with a nanny hug right now,
I can't believe it's coming up to 3 years already only seems like yesterday I said goodbye the worse time in my life was losing you my best friend my nan,
I hope you and grandad are ok and having fun up there in the sky it's not the same down here without you,
I love you nan and miss you like crazy
Kay

Hi nan
I miss you so much life really isn't the same without you I always said I couldn't live without you and it was right you are my second half ,
I still remember the night you left you looked so peaceful you had waited such a long time to be with grandad and even tho I missed him to I was being selfish I needed you I needed my role model I needed my best friend I wanted and needed you to stay but you fought for so long with such pride and you lasted and you made us all proud,
I love you nan always have and always will until we meet again there's not a day that goes by I don't think about you your always on my mind and in my heart,
Miss you so much it hurts so bad, I love you nan your granddaughter kay xx

Happy new year nanny and grandad I love and miss you both so much wish u was here xx

I really miss you nanny lil but your in a better place now and I can't believe it's almost been 3 years since you died I miss you so much I wish I could have you back love from leo