Matthew Nixon (16 Sep 1973 - 11 Sep 2015)

10 years without you Matty it’s just unbearable now in the arms of mum and dad all the good people are with you now which makes it even harder to cope with , I love you and miss you so much and I will never understand why or how and that frustrates me as I know all isn’t what it seems I know that I wish I was with you in your last moments our bond will never be broken and I’ll always have your back

Those we love don't go away , they walk beside us every day, love and miss you, love mum xxx

missing you at Christmas love mum xx

Four years have gone sine you left us , love and miss you mum xx

3 years have passed since you left us ,love and miss you every day love Mum xxx

Life is so hard without you around Matt, your so missed by all of us I just wish we could rewind I wish that more than anything , I keep asking why , why did this happen and how , and what hurts the most and is the hardest to deal with is that we didn’t even get a chance to say goodbye and the thought of you being on your own with no family to comfort you tears me apart, if there is a god then why would he take anyone so suddenly like that without giving anyone a chance to say goodbye , baffles me , love you more each day , but the pain I feel inside is truly un bearable , I want to hold your hand and hear your voice , love you matt xxx

2 years have gone since you left us. love and miss you every day, love mum xx

I can't believe a year has passed already. Fly high uncle maff, sleep well xxx

Can't believe a year has gone by since you left us. you are missed everyday. XXX

A year has passed since you left us. love and miss you every day .love mum xxx