Sidney "John" Stutely (10 Jun 1941 - 16 Dec 2021)

Grandad I was scared and shaking as much today as I heard that next door might have petrol in the house and I had aria and Harley was me I was shaking so much I didn’t know what to do now I just feel like I want to cry my eyes out so much I should of been brave for them but I didn’t know what to do

GUESS WHAT GRANDAD ITS MY BIRTHDAY IN TWO DAYS

Happy new year grandad another year without you today was the day we said goodbye. I love you loads babe

I hope you have seen the balloons

Guess what grandad I have an another job interview this Friday please help me
I love you so much you mean the world to me

I cant believe it been 4 years since you left my side i miss you so much but I know you are watching me and I know that you are happy for me that I have found someone who makes me happy, I miss you so much I just want you here with me i will get a balloon and release it on the time of death you gone babe

Hi grandad I can't believe it will be 4 years since you gone i miss you everyday I had apply for a job but I got turned down I just wish you was here now I miss you so much it still hurt that you have gone i love you so much you mean the world to me
Merry Christmas
Lots of love
Your sarah xxxxxxxxx̌xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

Hi grandad it's me sarah, I hope you are having fun drinking up there with gramps I miss you a lots and next Tuesday is tigger death day please watch her for me I miss her 😢 💗 I just want to ball my eyes out but I will be strong enough for her it hurts me because if she was still alive she would of been 22 year old in human, she was my twin I will get a ballon for TIGGER, but she in the best place now I will think of gramps and tigger in my sleep please let me know I miss them so so so so so so so so so so much grandad
I CANT BELIEVE tigger gone 14 years next Tuesday
Lots of love
AKA YOUR SARAH
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Hello grandad, I am missing you so much I am enjoying my life but I do miss you so much
Lots of love
your fravioute granddaughter
Your one and only
sarah xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
hugs and kisses



To Onyx,
I miss you, my beautiful princess dog
I know it's only been a couple of months but it is still hurting me
I had prawn crackers yesterday and it's not the same without you here eating them Also at home, it feels lonely and quiet but I know you will always be in my heart forever and ever and ever and ever and I also miss you Onyx
Lots of love

Hugs and kisses

Hello grandad, I am freaking out because of Monday, I have a blood test, I know it doesn't hurt, but I`m not used to the needles anymore after you're gone. I thought I was, but now you are not here for me to do your blood sugar. I need your help for Monday because I need all the strength I can get, and also, please make sure they do it in my hand and not in my arm because it will hurt in my arm and also please make sure it is in my right arm because I dont use it that much unlike my left arm which i use all the time,
Lots of love
your fravioute granddaughter
Your one and only
sarah xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
hugs and kisses

To Onyx,
I miss you, my beautiful princess dog
I know it only been a couple of months but it is still hurting me
I had prawn crackers yesterday and it not the same without you here eating them and also at home it feels lonely and quiet but i know you will always be in my heart forever and ever and ever and ever and also star missies you onyx
Lots Of love
your favioute cat star
hugs and kisses

For your birthday in heaven dad still loved and missed very much your birthdays here but your aren’t I’d send you a gift but I know you’re can’t so I will make a wish upon a star to carry my love to where you are .
Happy 84th heavenly birthday dad xxx

Happy 84th heavenly birthday smell bag.
I saw a fat monkey and I thought it was you.

I`m so nevous about tomorrow grandad i go ajob interveiw tomorrow and i dont know what to say please just be there for me tomorrow grandad i will tell you how it goes once i finish there i love you so much and your brithday is coming up i will eat fairy cakes for your brithday lots of love sarah x

Guess what grandad and onyx I have an interview tomorrow and I am stressing out because I don't know what to say I am trying to write it down but nothing is coming out. I really do miss you both so much. I just need your support tomorrow and also on the 4th of June I got another interview. Lots of love Sarah xxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

Guess what, grandad, your best friend is with you now. Please take good care of her.. I miss you both so much, all I want to do is scream, shout and cry, but can'..tant I need to be a mum for mum and dad. I need you to help me get them through this pain..
I will do everything I can to help them, but I still can't believe she's gone. I was about to say Ony,x where the cats but then realised she wasn't here. Dad was hoping she would have arm crawled into the front room, but then it hit him that she wasn't here. i was so hoping for her to come back I really do miss her and you of course but now spread your wings and tell onyx to spread her wings. i will see you both again soon. when I got home today I cried outside of the house door and then in the kitchen but I really do need to cry.