Millicent Daisy Anne Payne (4 Aug 2003 - 3 Oct 2020)

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Location
Bretby Crematorium ~ Carnarvon Chapel Geary Lane Burton upon Trent DE15 0QE
Date
29th Oct 2020
Time
2.15pm
Funeral Director
T J Parry & Family Funeral Directors Ltd

Millicent passed away peacefully at home on 3rd October 2020, aged 17 years. Adored daughter of Gaynor and Paul, treasured sister to Eleanor and Imogen. Millicent was an inspiration, who fought hard with such bravery and she will be so sadly missed by all of her family, friends and all who loved her. A true Star!

You are all welcome to see Millicent arrive at the crematorium, however, please adhere to social distancing. Please also wear something pink.

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A poem read at your celebration, I like that god took your hand and not you from me! 🌈

A poem read at your celebration, I like that god took your hand and not you from me! 🌈

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Gaynor Payne wrote

Hi baby girl, I’m sorry I’ve not written for a while. No reason, but here I am. It’s been a year since you gained your Angel wings and not a day goes by that I don’t think of you. The pain is still as raw as it was the day you passed. My heart is truly broken my baby girl. I think of all the things you would have achieved by now, a year of college done. Your 18th Birthday being celebrated. You would have been so proud of Eleanor at her Graduation and we have Imogen’s to come. What a Princess you would have looked, as proud as lunch of them both. I miss you my beautiful girl, with every breath in me. I wish it didn’t hurt as much as it does, I wish I could be on but I’m not. My life is missing a piece of our jigsaw and it will never be ok ever again. I hope you are looking down on myself and your sisters and are proud of us. You stay with us, you are a part of us and always will be. We love you. I don’t know why you had to leave us, I will never understand, I’m pretty cross that you were taken so young, with everything to live for. I’m sorry I haven’t written for a while, it doesn’t mean I don’t think of you. You have a piece of my heart and one day I will come and meet you over that rainbow. πŸŒˆπŸ’–πŸ˜˜

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I’m missing you so badly today baby girl, I wish we could have gone over our β€˜Rainbow’ together. I look for them every day but still haven’t seen one. For now I will keep collecting your feathers that you send me, but I wait to see our Rainbow. I love you so much I can’t tell you. I adore you and I can hear you saying that back to me πŸ˜ŠπŸ’–πŸŒˆπŸ’–πŸŒˆπŸ’–πŸŒˆπŸ’–πŸŒˆπŸ’–πŸŒˆ Always deep in my heart, all my hugs and kisses in your pockets and to you, Your Momma xxxx

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Hey baby girl, it’s International Women’s Day today and it seems fitting to celebrate you and your life, my Angel, my precious girl, my inspiration. You made me proud to be your Momma. They broke the mould when they made you, so much to look forward to but taken way too soon. I celebrate your life every day but today it seems even more poignant. You made our life’s all the better for being in them, you will never be forgotten and will live on forever in myself and your sisters. I love you with all my heart πŸŒˆπŸ˜˜πŸ’–

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Hi my precious girl, 22 weeks today. When will it get easier, when will my heart heal! I’m not sure it ever will you know. I hope you truly know how much I love and adore you. My inspiration, my best little friend and my most beautiful princess. I talk to you every day and miss you every single say. I pray to hear you talk back to me, to hear your voice, your laugh, just to hear you again. I love you Millicent Daisy Anne, always and forever xxxx πŸŒˆπŸ’–πŸ˜˜ xxxx

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Such a lovely day at grandmas xx we miss u sweetheart xxx Charlie wanted me to tell u he loves you so muuuuuuccchhhhh xx fly high baby girl xxx

Such a lovely day at grandmas xx we miss u sweetheart xxx Charlie wanted me to tell u he loves you so muuuuuuccchhhhh xx fly high baby girl xxx

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Hey Gorj, as you always said to me. I miss that, I miss your smiles, I miss your laugh. I know we had little of the laughs at the end but I remember them, I hold onto them. I hope you are ok baby, with your teddies, your roses, your photos and your rainbow. They are special things from Eleanor, Imogen and myself to you. Always remember we love you, you stay with us each and every day and always will, you some days are harder than others. Today is hard, 21 weeks. Yet it seems like yesterday. Keep my kisses in your pockets and your socks my precious baby, until the day I can give you more. All my love and hugs, Your Momma xxx πŸ˜˜πŸŒˆπŸ’–

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If only we could have one more photo. I’m little selfie partner. This was such a happy day, random we just decided to go to The Birmingham Christmas market. Us all in Grandmas coats, scarfs and gloves. You had the obligatory churros with chocolate dip πŸ˜ƒ

If only we could have one more photo. I’m little selfie partner. This was such a happy day, random we just decided to go to The Birmingham Christmas market. Us all in Grandmas coats, scarfs and gloves. You had the obligatory churros with chocolate dip πŸ˜ƒ

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20 weeks yesterday my beautiful Angel. How have I survived this time without you, I just don’t know. Not a day goes by that I don’t think of you, I carry you deep within my heart and will for the rest of my days.

You will be pleased to know that your friend Keira has had her baby, a little boy called Riley. He is a chunk, I know how happy you will be for her and how much you would have loved Riley. You loved children as they loved you. But then what is there not to love. My beautiful amazing lady. Life is so hard without you! I love and adore you, always and forever πŸ’–πŸŒˆπŸ˜˜

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We miss u soooo much baby girl xx Charlie talks about u often and keeps ur squidgy with him safe xx he talks to u often misses u so much xx Alfie has put some beautiful pictures of u and him in frames which take pride of place in his bedroom . We miss ur face sooooo much!!! We love u baby girl!!! Xxx

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Hey my gorgeous girl, we are still living in this crazy world with Covid. Nothing seems right and moreso as you aren’t here. I deal with inner struggles daily that just won’t go away. Yet outwardly I function as I have no choice but to. God I miss you, I miss my buddy, our tv nights, I miss our laughs, you always by my side, nothing seems right without you. You are in my thoughts every single day and deep in my heart and that’s where you will stay. I love you my precious beautiful amazing angel πŸ˜˜πŸ’–πŸŒˆ xx

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Hey my precious girl, 17 weeks today since you left me. It gets no easier, still the pain stays and each and every day is so hard. I miss your smiles, I miss your laugh, I miss you, every precious part of you. You are with me in my heart but somehow that’s not enough. Your Momma loves you my baby girl, with every breath I have, millions, billions, zillions. Sending you more kisses for your pocket xxx

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Your little Squiggle Bum baby girl. He is keeping us busy and is looking after us, just as you wanted. We take him on his walks and always find the feathers you leave for us. You follow us at the brightest star in the sky 🌟 We love you xx

Your little Squiggle Bum baby girl. He is keeping us busy and is looking after us, just as you wanted. We take him on his walks and always find the feathers you leave for us. You follow us at the brightest star in the sky 🌟 We love you xx

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I love you my precious Angel πŸ˜˜πŸŒˆπŸ’– I so need a stand up cuddle today xxx πŸ’”

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Gaynor Payne wrote

Hi baby girl, well 2021 it is. It feels sad as you will never live in this year and it feels like I’ve left you behind. I don’t want to do that. I want to keep you close always. Christmas was hard but I think New Year was harder. I just can’t get my head round the fact I won’t ever see you again and β€˜ever’ is so final, it all seems so final and I struggle with that, I have to keep you with me. Your memory, your presence in my heart keeps me going. I miss you so much, I don’t think people truly get it, not really. I miss my lil buddy and it hurts, it hurts so much. Never forget your Momma loves you, millions, billions and zillions πŸ’–πŸŒˆπŸ˜˜ xxx

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Missing you lots today baby xxxx πŸ’–πŸŒˆπŸ˜˜

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Gaynor Payne wrote

We got through Christmas Day baby girl. You never left us. Today feels harder somehow. No beautiful smile to wake to, with presents everywhere. You are so missed and so loved. I found a feather on my walk with Milo, I know you sent it to me telling me you were with us. I love you my Princess. Eleanor and Imogen love you. We swopped presents, albums full
of your beautiful face and that smile, something we will cherish, if only I could see it again πŸ’” xxx

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