Irene Sylvia Cowell (23 Oct 1939 - 31 Aug 2020)

Well mam it's 3 years today since you passed I still cannot get my head and heart around it. I knew in my heart there was more to it in hospital but know one would listen I could see you slowly slipping away and they keept tell me you were fine but I knew in my heart. I miss you more and more every day I talk to you all the time I hope you hear me. I love you always and forever your heartbroken 💔 daughter Bev xxxxxx

Mam I hope you were there to take dad to heaven oh how my heart is shattered into a thousand pieces I. Iss you both so much please come to visit me love you both more .ore .ore your heartbroken daughter Beverley xxxxxx

Mam it doesn't get any easier my heart broke in two when you left this world and I cannot seem to fix it, I want to find the me before you left us but just seems impossible to do until I see you again. It's 2 whole years with out you tomorrow and my life just feels over, how I wish I was there with you right now, I love and miss you so much mam, your forever heartbroken daughter Beverley 💔

Mam I really need you right know I just want to here your voice smell ya cig here you laugh, I just cannot put into words what I want to say my heart aches for you I have not felt like myself since you left I just feel all alone you were my mam my best friend my life and it killed me not been able to say good bye and hold you and tell you just how much you were loved. I love you so much mam my heart will never ever heal until I hear your voice again your heartbroken 💔 daughter Beverley xxxxx

Mam I know you are ready to be reunited with dad as he is with you, but I'm so not ready mam my heart is still broken since you left this world for heaven I cannot accept your not here. My heart aches that I can only keep dad comfortable and free from pain at the minute please please look down on me love you your heart broken 💔 daughter xxxxx

Mam I know ya missing dad but please please don't take him yet,we are not ready yet and neither is he, we miss you so much and we are so frightened right now xxxxx

Nana
These past months have been so hard without you. I miss you so so much, every single day I wish I could just pick up the phone and ring you, or give you a massive hug. You was such a big part of my life, I have so many memories of growing up and spending my summers at your house, planning my wedding, helping me through my pregnancies and losses. I miss the sound of your heart ticking, I miss your advice but most of all I miss your love. I wish we could have forever but forever still wouldn’t be enough. You was so special to me and I will always put you on a pedestal. I hope and pray your at peace and hope you know how much you was and still loved. I love you Nan always and forever xxxxxx

My darling irene how I miss you, you are always on my mind until we meet again
Your loving husband
Fred xxxxx

Mam iam keeping my promise to you, iam looking after dad and getting all his medical needs sorted, im really worried about him at the moment but we will get there I promise he misses you so much I can see it in his face,I miss you more than ever your heartbroken daughter Beverley 😢xxxxx

If roses grow in heaven Lord,
Please pick a bunch for me,
Place them in my Nana’s arms
And tell her there from me.
Tell her I love her and miss her,
And when she turns to smile,
Place a kiss upon her cheek
And hold he for awhile.
Because remembering her is easy,
I do it every day,
But there’s an ache within my heart
That will never go away 🌹

Morning mam, hope your watching over me and dad we miss you so much. Won't be long before we start tackling your garden to make it look beautiful for you love and miss you your forever in my heart your heartbroken 💔daughter Beverley xxxxxx

Goodnight mam the pain has still not gone away you will always have a piece of my heart with you in heaven,your heartbroken 💔daughter Beverley xxxx

Well mam we have cleaned all ya vases in garden and put flowers in them,Dad picked his own for you it will have been your 64th wedding anniversary tomorrow, we will still celebrate it. Vicky has been doing dads teas every Tuesday he loves it, it takes his mind of missing you for a few hours. I often here him talking to you in his sleep, missing you so much mam it really really hurts your heartbroken daughter Beverley 💔 xxxxx

Well mam you have been gone 5 month today and it still feels like yesterday its as if my world stopped spinning when you left us. You are my world and I cannot stop thinking of you , are you OK, is it peaceful, are you with Anne and the boys, are you looking down on us all. Love and miss you always and forever your heartbroken daughter Beverley 💔 xxxxxx

Morning mam how i wish I was there with you right now life is pretty rubbish for me right now,I wish you were here to put it right. Jeff and dad are getting on well they each take it in turn to phone each other which is what your last words to me were make them understand each other better. God mam I really want to be with you I cannot cope with my life right now. Love and miss you always your heartbroken 💔 daughter Beverley xxxxxxx