Keysha Majid-Arlain (20 Aug 2012 - 22 Feb 2015)

So much in the world has changed since you had to leave us sis, I'm a mummy myself now. Your baby nephew is called Lincoln Rae (but you probably already know that!) he is a right little character sis, such a lively happy little boy, you would have loved him so much. I miss you beyond words Keysha, that truly won't ever change. I love you always "just the two of us" xxxx

My beautiful little munchkins, I cant tell you how I am missing you. it seems I keep saying this all the time but its true keykey, cause I do so much wish I could just hold you in my arms and melt all the sadness away. I look at your pictures everyday and miss your skin next to me and your smell that gives me comfort. just writing to you makes me cry so much it hurts. Christmas is on its way again and everyone will be at ours, lets hope we have more cheers than let-downs. our family is growing with new nephews, little teddy has finally arrive 3 weeks ago and he's a little cutie but I suspect you already know that. I hope you are looking down and still listening when we talk to you. I've struggled this year trying to keep on top of everything but I finally got that level 5 and to be honest don't know what to do now. im going to see where I am at in 6 months time but I think my heart is to just have that little bakery I've always dreamed of owning so lets see where mummy goes with that, a winful from postcode lottery would really do the trick but things like that don't happen to people like us. luck is never on our side! well my keykeydo I will keep on plodding on with this life and embrace all the ups and downs till I can be with you. I love you keykeys always and ill catch up with you soon. always and forever love mummy. merry xmas my sweet sweet angel , bless you.xxxxx

Hello my beautiful little lady, life just seems to plaque me with lots of lemons. I force myself to get up and pretend i can continue ad normal but my mind and heart seem to have othet ideas. Yes my babykins mummy is losing the plot. I seem to be in pain most days but i keep going for everyone's sake trying to please everyone but i really dont free that they appreciate the struggles. I still choke up when i think about you and then the tears flood. I dont know if its normal to feel pain in losing you after this time but i think it brings comfort for me to know you arr not forgotten. Im busy getting xmas presents and sorting out how many arre coming to dinner but hey ho its that time of year. I love you babykins more than ever and missing you wont ever happen . I will keep trying to brave it and keep my chin up for you. Love always mummy xxx

My darling keysha, my world is so empty without you. Days seem so long and i feel so alone in my sorrow and sadness. I tend to keep myself away from the rest of the family cause the drama can just be so much. How will i ever get over losing you cause i miss you so much babykins my heart aches and at times i cant breathe. I hope the angels are looking after my beautiful girl and that you are happy. I will be with you soon keykeydo so save those hugs and kisses for mummy ok. I love you more than i can ever put into words . Stay safe, love always mummy xxx

Hey key keys, go only knows just how much I'm missing you, that will never change. You are always on my mind, I wonder a lot about the things you're getting up to up there. Your cheeky smile and gorgeous giggle. ☺ I love you Keysha xx

Merry Christmas keysha, I hope you had a ball up there in that big sky. Christmas just isn't the same without you baby girl. We do try our best to enjoy it as much as possible for you Keysha. Me and ash turned 22 on boxing day, would you believe it?! We're getting old now key keys lol ☺I know you are watching over all of us. Merry Christmas little sis, I love you! Missing you like crazy always, Dannii xx

Key key doo, I'm missing you so much. This time of the year is always the hardest to get through without you. Christmas is just around the corner and it's just not the same. You were always full of Christmas spirit and joy. That was just one of the many things I loved that about you. I hope you're flying high in that big sky. I love you sis. Lots of love forever, your Big Sis xx

Today is the 20/02/16 and I struggled to cope this morning Keysha knowing the events of last year which replay in my head. if I knew then the events that were to follow I would have rushed you to hospital in a blink of an eye to help you and give you a chance to get that fluid into you. I did everything I could that day and I never for one moment gave up that you would somehow pull through, but somehow I knew when you crashed on the floor and needing the defib from the paramedics I knew you was slipping away, I wanted the world to take me with you. I find it really hard to stop feeling so empty and alone but its hard cause the pain wont go cause it needs you. me and your sister can just about live our life. our memories and songs keep you alive for us and we treasure that so much. daddy is very sad and finds it hard to talk to me and he is trying to cope with me feeling so empty. people don't get it babykins, they all think its easy but its not. a year in two days and its like my heart is ripped out again. I have been making mistakes at work cause I struggle to focus cause if you were here I would be with you. it always seems im writing said news on here but I don't want to burden anyone with how I feel cause it would drag them down so its best it comes on here to you. I feel you all around me and your ashes to glass necklace keeps me strong. even dani said its helping her cope. I still don't no what to do with all your stuff, that difficult still but im sure ill sort it soon. we have been busy getting your lantern's and balloons ready for the memorable which we will open and put our cards in so keep them safe and hold the words close to you. remember we will always love and miss you keykeydoo. mummy has only one wish and that's to hold you again so I may have to sort out that cast lol. always my little angel Keysha, lots of love mummy.xxxx

Happy new year beautiful girl. I know its late, I'm sorry Key key doo. Me, mummy, daddy and Ronnie toasted our glasses to you as the clock struck midnight on the 1'st January. It is still a very hard thought to process that you was not with us physically to see the new year in, we all felt you right there with us though! We watched the fireworks on the TV (as always) I always think back to bomb fire nights with you and those that mean the most to us, you always loved watching all the pretty colours of the fireworks, you would be watching from the safety and comfort of mummy's warm and loving arms, forever smiling and giggling away! I miss that more than anything in this world. You were a true firecracker, completely bonkers but we all loved that about you. I miss you so much baby girl, but you already know that. I tell you everyday. Me and bash celebrated our 21st birthday's on boxing day, you were there though! Me and mummy made sure that you were there :) I wanted to get a picture of you with me and Ashley for my birthday so that's exactly what I did! I am forever grateful that God chose me to be your sister, I also thank mummy and your daddy for chosing me to be your godmother. You rocked my world Keysha Charlie! And I will always love you. Fly High Beautiful girl. Lots of love, kisses and hugs, your Big Sis, Dannii xxx

My little angel Keysha, mummy is missing you so much, everyday I remember something special we shared, music always makes me cry and how we loved to dance. when I go to sleep at night I imagine you in my arms smiling at me and I cuddle the pillow and pretend you are hugging me back. yes I know im being silly but its the only way I get by the day and night. I have to admit babykins , xmas is fast approaching and its not going to be the same with you not here. I will keep a spce for you at the table so you are here in spirit and know we are missing you more then you know. I love you always baby and when I come off shift on Thursday ill go and put some flowers down for you. always with me keykeydoo, you own mummys heart. be happy and keep strong. xxxx love mummy xxxx

Love an miss u loads xxx

Daddy miss u so much keysha everyday come home from work your not here miss u brink i down the stair try to jump out of my arms

I miss you so much key key doo. I love you forever and always x

? Today is my beautiful baby sisters 3rd birthday. Keysha was and will always be the greatest person I know, she always had such a lovely, bubbly personality. Even on her bad days, she would always smile through. She gave us so much in the 30 months she was with us, keysha my beautiful angel, you have enriched my life in ways that no one else has. I thank you every day for that. Although it has been an incredibly hard day for those closest to Keysha, we celebrated her birthday the way she would have wanted us to. Keysha is the bravest little girl I know in this entire world and I am so proud and privilege to be able to call her my sister. Keykey doo's you may not be here on earth with us physically but I know you are here with your family everyday, through spirit and your memory will live on forever in our hearts. Me, Mummy, Ashley and Kevin celebrated keysha's 3rd birthday with a visit to her memorial with lots of flowers and presents then we went to Hunstanton for the day where we let off Chinese lanterns, they didn't exactly go to plan but I'm sure Keysha would have been rolling over in fits of giggles! I hope your having a wonderful 3rd birthday up in heaven causing complete mischief baby girl. I love you yesterday, today, tomorrow and always and forever. ❤️? lots of love, your big sis, Dannii (pops) xxxxxx