Nicola Jane Fovargue (26 Feb 1970 - 10 Jan 2018)

Hello it's 28 February just after your birthday I can't believe your gone 8 years Nessa Martin Nathan and me went to Nymans and had a walk before lunch in the Jolly Tanners Shell wasn't able to meet us she had to work we all miss you and Dad so much
Today is Rogers Birthday and im going to meet his family. we have become very close and life has taken a turn for the better not so lonely I miss you both and always will
Speak to you soon
love Mum xx

Good morning both of you I need to tell you how much i love you both and miss you Nicky you are gone 8 years and would be so proud of Martin for keeping things going for Nathan he is a lovely young man I think they are ok
I have built a loving relationship with Roger who is a kind caring man I think you would both like him
Eloise has passed her driving test and will be 18 in a couple of months Nessa's birthday on Saturday and Martins on Thursday next week
Love you both now and for ever Mum xx

Iv'e just finished the lunch club for the day and I'm at home in the garden It is warm and sunny There is always lots to do at this time of year but when the evening comes it makes me think of you and Dad I tell myself that life is not lonely but thats not true I miss you botha and find comfort in telling you
speak to you soon love you for ever Mum xx

Hi my love its nearly your birthday we are all meeting at Nymans and wish you were here with us
I miss you so much but know it was your time to go I hope in some way that you think of us Robin my life is very busy with the lunch group but when I'm on my own I miss you so much
The pain of loosing you both has given way to the lovely memories I have and share with Martin, Nathan, Nessa and Shell
love you both always and for ever
mum xx

Hello my love happy birthday we all met at Sheffield Place Martin is doing OK he misses you as we all do. Nathan was not there today he was at college I will see him next week
I miss you and Dad but we all shared the happy memories at the lovely gardens and stood on the bridge to through Daffodils into the water
Love and miss you every day
Mumxx

My darling girl how can it be 6 years since you left us the children are all grown up. Nathan is a lovely young man very close to Martin and me I wish they lived closer especially as I'm getting older
Your sisters are wonderful to me I'v just had a knee op and needed some extra help but I'm back driving now and able to see everyone more.
I miss you and Dad so much it hurts and does not get any easier
I'll speak to you on Martins Birthday
Love you always Mum xx

Hi my love Iv'e just spent the day with Martin and Nathan in Canterbury Martin told us about taking Nat and you there many years ago and the holidays you had in Mexico it brought it all back to him He misses you so much as I do
The family are all growing up
Missing and loving you and Dad so much
LOVE MUM XXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX

Hi the two of you we missed you so much over Christmas you were and are in my thoughts all the time especially when we are all together
ROB life is very dull without you and the house empty and quiet I tried to visit you at Nymans but it was closed I will go for New Year
I love you both and always will xx

Hi Nicky its Dads birthday 82 Davida Shell and I went to Nymans the gardens are lovely we sat on your bench and thought of times spent together in happier times
I miss you and dad so much and always will
Your lovely boy was 17 last Monday he is such a delight to be with Martin still finds life without you difficult but we are getting on with it.
Rob I miss you life has a large whole in it. Kristians little ones are coming on Saturday they have kept away for some time I have not seen Archer the baby yet. Sammy has a little girl making it 2 girls and 1 boy i will visit her next month
LOVE YOU BOTH FOR EVER Mum xx

The swim pond gives me great pleasure it looks very pretty with a wild flower garden at the back a real wild life sanctuary I think Dad would sit there reading his book while I swim and garden.
Nathan has nearly completed his first year at college and grown up into a lovely young man Martin is ok but needs to get some hobbies and meet people. I try to see them regularly and love them very much
I miss you both the family has grown up and they all have their own lives to get on with Kris and Jenny now have a little boy called Archer Eloise and Toby still swim and compete in galas at weekends so they have all moved on
Im very sad when im on my own especially at night
missing you both so much
Love you for ever MUM XX

Vanessa's birthday we were supposed to all meet up but Covid has other ideas and Toby has it I'll meet Martin and Nathan and walk Buster he is a lovely dog you would love him It is a lovely bright day but very cold
I'm still struggling with paper work and missing you and Dad so much. swimming daily even in this cold weather very stimmulating
love and miss you both and always will
Mum xx

Another Christmas without you both I spent it with Martin and s Nathan quiet but very enjoyable Another new year we met at Nymans for a walk the two dogs you would have loved it Robin I think you may have given it a miss it was very muddy but you would have joined us for lunch in the pub Love and miss you both and always will xxMum

Hi I guess you have both seen the swim pond it is lovely. It takes up most of the front garden and gives me a good safe area to swim in daily Rob you would love to sit by it and Nicky you would love the natural wild life aspect. I miss you both so much and want to share every thing with you I know you are here with me and I'm able to talk to you and feel you with me
Love you always Mum xx

Hi the two of you we all met up to celebrate Dads birthday it was a lovely week end you would have loved it. It made me miss you both so much but im finding lots to do to fill my day the nights are still very lonely Thinking of you both and loving you for ever Mum

hi darling just feeling a bit sad today missing you and dad so much I cant seem to get going with anything at the moment.
i meet up with Shell Eloise Toby and their dog called Autumn. Martin Nathan and Buster join us at Nymans for a walk I feel close to you and dad there
missing you both so much I will never forget you my darling
mum xx

Hi darling we all met for your birthday I'm sure you were there with us Dad as well
It was lovely to see the children together they get on so well. Nathan has started to become a young man ,deep voice and a bit of hair on his face we all teased him
Missing you and Dad so much lo e always Mum

A very !only Christmas and New year tonight spent on my own it wou!d be the same for Martin Tony and many others I hope 2021 will be better
I miss you and Dad even more in this isolated time a hug or kis any kind of contact would be great Thinking of you both all the time
Love for ever xxx mum

Missing you and Dad life has lost its joy as we ,approach Christmas we are still in lockdown and may be for the next few weeks Shell and Nessa are great as are the children Christmas is for them lots of lights Nicky
Love you both xxx mum

Hi Nicky and Rob
Missing you the days are ok but the nights are long and so lonely
We face being locked in again due to the coved this terrible virus we can only meet in groups of up to 6 people.
I’m doing lots of gardening and stuff around the house it keeps me busy but with no one to share life seems pointless. Nessa Shell and Martin are great as are all the children but they have their own lives .
Davida and Mike spend a lot of time with me and I know I’m lucky.
Missing you both love you always
Mum xx

Life is very lonely missing you and Dad so much
Kris and Jenny have a baby girl called Melody Nicola she is lovely. I spent a few days away with Martin and Nathan they are wonderful and you would love the dog
Give my Rob a hug from me I love you both and miss you so much
Love you always Mum xx

Hi Nicky
Dad's funeral was today I miss you both so much look after him for me
Love you with all my heart
Mum xx