Ann Jones (29 Oct 1941 - 27 Apr 2017)

Hey mum sorry not wrote in so long I've been try to learn to cope with ur loss and to be honest mum it's impossible to do, so much has happened that I've wanted to pick the phone up and tell u about or when Charlie started high school I wanted to bring him round so u could see him in his uniform, also how well the kids are doing at school college and at there job my kids miss u so much mum I still have that heavy feeling on my chest it never goes away neither does the feeling of not having u here the feeling of loss and emptiness without u is unbearable, I will talk to u more mum I'm sorry if I've neglected u I didn't meant to, love and miss u more than ever xxxxxxx

Hey mum really missing u still cant believe your gone life is so crap without you, our friend and yours monica passed away mum and is wrong to feel jealous that she gets to see you before me, I felt guilty for thinking that but I couldn't help how it made me feel I need you so much mum. love and miss you always and forever xxxxxxxxx

Hi mum another Christmas and New year without you it's not the same anymore, we put on the show for the kids and make it as magical as we can but I miss u so much it hurts, life is so cruel when it takes someone as amazing as you, LOVE u always and forever mum missed more and more each day xxxxxx

Hi mum another Christmas and New year without you it's not the same anymore, we put on the show for the kids and make it as magical as we can but I miss u so much it hurts, life is so cruel when it takes someone as amazing as you, LOVE u always and forever mum missed more and more each day xxxxxx

HAPPY 77th BIRTHDAY Mum we went today and laid flowers for u, it still doesn't feel real that ur not here to celebrate with us, your missed more and more each day and whoever said it gets easier over time is wrong the feelings and loss are still as strong today as they where on that day last yr in april, I miss u mum and wish you where still here everyday, love u always and forever until we meet again, angie xxxxxxxxxxx

hey mum sorry not wrote in awhile but been busy with the kids, harry is 16 tomorrow mum where has the time gone, ive not been to good and have really needed a cuddle off you this last week its times like this mum when u realise how much u miss and need someone who u have lost, So give you an update mum, shaun is looking at moving out I know what am I gonna do without our boy to annoy me lol, but he is only moving round the corner from me which is ok I will let him go lol, and as ive said harry is 16 tomorrow and starts college in September he wants to be a car mechanic he is starting to shoot up now mum he is not so little anymore lol but still gobby lol, Rebecca has finished her 1st yr of high school and she is now a lady mum I defo needed you for that day lol, she is doing really well in school the teachers all love her and said the only advice they can give her is not to change coz they love her the way she is, Charlie is going into yr 6 and is going into class 12 mum coz he needs extra help he has also been excepted for his statement which I'm over joyed at coz u know me I was ready for a battle he is doing well on his tablets there making a difference, he keeps asking for you mum I think he has only just realised when someone leaves us like u had to that he will never see them again but I'm helping him throu it and it is helping me a little as well, chris is still working hard and doing my head in but he will never change and I wouldn't want him to either lol, I job hunting as I'm on my last year of the school run so I can get my life back yay but still have to work round Charlie thou but that's fine, they say mums are the glue that holds a family together well its true because me and the girls don't see anyone mum or hear from them we see aunty marg she has been amazing but it is sad that once the head of the family has gone that no one bothers, maybe we should make more of an effort as well, sorry mum I went on a bit there didn't I lol, just know I think of u everyday that will never change ur loss is felt so badly like the day u left, I love and miss u always and forever mum xxxxxxxxxxxx

i'm struggling mum I wish you where here to talk to, you would no how to fix what's going on and give me the best advice to deal with it,
I cant stand feeling like this not having u here and having to try cope with my emotions all day everyday, I miss u so much mum love u always and forever xxxxx

Hey mum, I'm really missing u and really need to talk to you, u don't realise how much u need someone until they are gone and right now I need U, I miss u mum so much love u always and forever xxxxx

It's been a yr since we lost you mum and the days keep getting harder and darker without U, I done the last thing u asked me to do for you mum and reunited you with your mum and dad, I was doing ok when I had you home and now your not there anymore I can't sleep, life is just to cruel to take someone who is loved so much, love you always and forever mum xxx xxx

Happy Easter Mum, it’s not been the same without you here, I miss u so much Mum I can’t buy into words the pain I feel or the feeling of not having u here it’s so hard to explain but I do know it’s not a nice feeling, love and miss u always forever in my heart Mum xxxxx

Hi Mum sorry I didn’t message u on mother’s day but I couldn’t find the words to say to you, I’m trying to put into words my feelings, like when I look at your picture it doesn’t feel real it’s hard to explain that feeling of u not being here anymore, I just want to shake that feeling off and sit with u and chat and I find that very hard coz I can’t do it, I miss u so much Mum and love u always xxx

Do not stand at my grave and weep
I am not there, I do not sleep
I am a 1,000 winds that blow
I am the diamond glints on snow
I am the sun on ripened grain
I am the gentle autumn rain
When you awaken in the morning's hush
I am the swift uplifting rush
Of quiet birds in circled light
I am the soft star that shines at night
Do not stand at my grave and cry
I am not there; I did not die

What is a Mom?
A mom is one of life's best gifts,
Someone to treasure all life through,
She's caring and loving,
Thoughtful and true,
Someone who is always a special part of your life,
Someone who holds a prime place in your heart,
She's a mentor, a confident and also a friend,
Someone on whose love you can depend.
A mom always has your best interests at heart,
She's someone so dear and so good,
She's a blessing, she's a gift,
She's a treasure like no other,
She's someone that is truly wonderful.
Wherever you go, and whatever you do,
A mom's love will always see you through,
A mom is truly invaluable,
Indispensable and unforgettable.
I wouldn't want anyone but you,
And that's why I'm so grateful,
that life picked you for me.
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Hey Mum today is not a good day, I miss u so much I hate living in a world where ur not, yes I know people will say u have ur kids to keep u going but I just want and need my Mum, life is so cruel, I love and miss u always Mum xxxxx

Hey Mum, u have missed another birthday Rebecca’s this time and she has been heartbroken over u not being here me to, why do people say it gets easier each day that’s just not true it gets harder everyday, I miss u so much Mum love u always and forever xxxxxx

Hi nanny sorry I've not been on here for a while I haven't be able to get on it and its done my bloody head in but I'm finally on it so I thought I would just tell you how much I am missing you nan it just doesn't feel real still I don't think it's properly hit me that your gone nan Stephen always looks up in the sky looking for you cause you are the brightest star in the sky and now Stephen understands that his nanny is a beautiful angel in the sky and he knows your watching him all the time. Mums 50 in may isn't she nan and I'm gonna give her the best party ever its gonna be hard not having you there too celebrate but I know your gonna be there in spirit nan oh god I could go on and on telling you everything that's been happening but I'd be here for ever so ill tell you every day anyway I love and miss you so much nanny sleep tight my beautiful angel in the sky until we meet again and when it's my time I know you'll be there waiting for me with open arms love you lots and lots Nanny your granddaughter chels xxxxxxx

I forgot to mention Mum, we put ur name in the book of condolence as well, they sent it out to me and they spelt ur name wrong they done it with an e lol, I just thought she would be kicking off big time over that lol but they can be forgiven for this one mistake, love u mum xxx

Sorry not wrote in awhile Mum, I’ve been busy with kids again, I wish someone would just give me a break so I can sit and grieve for u, we have picked a lovely stone for u, for when we do ur ashes Mum and we will have everyone there again all ur fave people will be there, I don’t know how I will cope when we have done ur ashes Mum coz I won’t have u here with me anymore and right now I sleep and feel ok but when we do this, this is the final thing I have left to do for u that u asked off me how will I cope then, I love u always and forever Mum and miss u more than anything love always xxxxx

Happy New Year Mum, i keep remembering last year when we ended up in hospital with u, and what a sad time it was with the cancer going to your bones u where such a fighter i know there was times when u wanted to give up but you didn't, i just need to get throu tonight and star the new year and put Christmas behind me there is only so much smiling u can do for the kids mum, i love u always and miss u so much mum until we meet again xxxxx